Kinda feel like I’ve strayed far from my dreams somewhat. I need to stop questioning myself and second guessing my talents. Deep down I know I’m good and others have told me I am, but I still hesitate and clam up. I feel vulnerable and I’m not used to that, so I never perform in front of anyone anymore for fear of the criticism. It’s been 8 years since I’ve been on stage. I miss it. I’m my own worst enemy, and only I am holding myself back.